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If Only You Knew

I wish I could be somewhere else,

I long to know how it feels

this thing called happiness,

now a dream, day by day out of my reach.

The complexity of this moment is too intense.


Clouds of sadness now settle upon my brown eyes.  

I've completely lost the sense of what I'm fighting for.

Who will come for me?

I am drowning, completely devoid of affection.


I only wish someone, just one person, knew.

If only you knew what it means to live a day being Ileana,  

then you would finally understand whom I'm truly going against.


Escritora Ileana


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